——肾内科 吴婷
今天，很荣幸有这个机会和大家一起分享我的读书报告：正确定位，圆满自己。
《失落的一角遇见大圆满》，它可能是我最快读完的一本书，可也是当我每每想起来却要花很长时间来咀嚼的一本书。
书的作者：谢尔·希尔弗斯坦，是享誉世界的艺术天才，他的绘本作品:简单朴实的插图、浅显的文字、淡淡的人生哲学，吸引了无数人的心。现在我将再一次翻开这本书，开启一个失落的角寻找缺失一角的圆的奇妙之旅，呈现给大家一个关于彷徨和成熟的寓言……
《The Missing Piece Meets The Big O》
The missing piece sat alone
Waiting for someone to come along and take it somewhere.
Some fit...
but could not roll.
Others could roll but did not fit.
One didn't know a thing about fitting.
And another did't know a thing about anything.
One was too delicate.
POP!
One put it on a pedestal...
and left it there.
Some had too many pieces missing.
Some had too many pieces,
It learned to hide from the hungry ones.
Others rolled right by without noticing.
It tried to make itself more attractive...
It didn't help.
It tried being flashy
but that just frightened away the shy ones.
At last one came along that fit just right.
But all of a sudden...
the missing piece began to grow!
And grow!
" I didn't know you were going to grow."
" I didn't know it either," said the missing piece.
" I'm looking for " my missing piece, one the won't increase..."
And then one day, one came along who looked different.
" What do you want of me? Nothing. What do you need from me? Who are you?" asked the missing piece.
" I am the Big O," said the Big O.
"I think you are the one, I have been waiting for," said the missing piece. " May be I am your missing piece."
"But I am not missing a piece," said the Big O. " There is no place you would fit."
"That is too bad," said the missing piece. "I was hoping that perhaps I could roll with you..."
"You cannot roll with me," said the Big O. "but perhaps you can roll by yourself."
"By myself? A missing piece cannot roll by itself."
"Have you ever tried" asked the Big O.
"But I have sharp corners," said the missing piece. " I am not shaped for rolling."
"Corners wear off," said the Big O. " and shapes change. Anyhow, I must say good-bye. Perhaps we will meet again..."
And away it rolled.
The missing piece waw alone again.
For a long time it just sat there.
Then... slowly... it lifted itself up on one end...
...and flopped over. PLOP!
Then lift...pull...flop... it began to move forward...
And soon its edges began to wear off...
lift pull flop lift pull flop..
and its shape began to change...
and then it was bumping instead of flopping...
and then it was bouncing instead of bumping... .
and then it was rolling instead of bouncing...
And it didn't know where and it didn't care.
It was rolling!
The missing piece sat alone
Waiting for someone to come along and take it somewhere.
Some fit...
but could not roll.
Others could roll but did not fit.
One didn't know a thing about fitting.
And another did't know a thing about anything.
One was too delicate.
POP!
One put it on a pedestal...
and left it there.
Some had too many pieces missing.
Some had too many pieces,
It learned to hide from the hungry ones.
Others rolled right by without noticing.
It tried to make itself more attractive...
It didn't help.
It tried being flashy
but that just frightened away the shy ones.
At last one came along that fit just right.
But all of a sudden...
the missing piece began to grow!
And grow!
" I didn't know you were going to grow."
" I didn't know it either," said the missing piece.
" I'm looking for " my missing piece, one the won't increase..."
And then one day, one came along who looked different.
" What do you want of me? Nothing. What do you need from me? Who are you?" asked the missing piece.
" I am the Big O," said the Big O.
"I think you are the one, I have been waiting for," said the missing piece. " May be I am your missing piece."
"But I am not missing a piece," said the Big O. " There is no place you would fit."
"That is too bad," said the missing piece. "I was hoping that perhaps I could roll with you..."
"You cannot roll with me," said the Big O. "but perhaps you can roll by yourself."
"By myself? A missing piece cannot roll by itself."
"Have you ever tried" asked the Big O.
"But I have sharp corners," said the missing piece. " I am not shaped for rolling."
"Corners wear off," said the Big O. " and shapes change. Anyhow, I must say good-bye. Perhaps we will meet again..."
And away it rolled.
The missing piece waw alone again.
For a long time it just sat there.
Then... slowly... it lifted itself up on one end...
...and flopped over. PLOP!
Then lift...pull...flop... it began to move forward...
And soon its edges began to wear off...
lift pull flop lift pull flop..
and its shape began to change...
and then it was bumping instead of flopping...
and then it was bouncing instead of bumping... .
and then it was rolling instead of bouncing...
And it didn't know where and it didn't care.
It was rolling!
这就是《失落的一角遇见大圆满》所讲的故事。一个关于寻找、依赖、等待、成长的故事。在这个寻找缺了一角的圆的旅途中，我体会到的是一个人对自己成长过程的摸索和定位。曾经我也是线条上失落的那一角，不完整、不完美、不能自己“滚动”，学生时代的我从上哪所中学，选择文科还是理科，高考填志愿等等很多事情都需要依赖父母的照顾、老师的教导、朋友的关爱。我们每一个人因为曾经做出的选择不同注定会有着各不相同的人生。还记得，大学毕业的那一年，招聘现场人才济济，我们都在寻找适合自己的，那个缺了一角的圆。
庆幸的是，我也找到了自己理想的工作单位，找到了我心目中的大圆满。与护理事业零距离接触之后，才发现对护士再多言语的赞美其实也不如病患或家属的一个满意来的实在。在可贵的生命面前，一切辛苦都是值得的。
加入了这个如雄鹰般的团队，领导的关怀、同事的友爱、病患的信任和肯定……这一切都使我爱上了这个像家一样温馨的大圆满，也更加坚定了我当初“终身纯洁、忠贞职守，尽力提高护理之标准……”的誓言
在这份奉献的岗位上，注定还会经历更多漫长的等待、苦苦的尝试、种种矛盾的冲突、不断跌倒爬起的疼痛。即便是这样，又有什么关系呢，我想，没有经历过这些才会是人生最可怕的缺憾。“学如逆水行舟，不进则退”，我知道，只有不断地学习，充实和成长自己才能和这个不断向上、发展的团队并肩前进……